My first rant- because my brain never shuts up
I swear, sometimes life feels like one giant group project where I’m the only idiot who didn’t get the instructions. Everyone else is suddenly productive, motivated, glowing, journaling, gymming, manifesting, making vision boards — and I’m here fighting for my life just to wake up without wanting to uninstall myself from reality. And the funny part? People think I’m “fine.” I’ve become so good at pretending that even I forget I’m pretending. Some days I’m motivated for 30 seconds, and the next thing you know, I’m scrolling reels, eating snacks I said I wouldn’t eat, and making fake plans in my head that I never follow. My to-do list has become a graveyard of “I’ll do it tomorrow.” And tomorrow keeps running away from me like it owes me money. Everyone keeps giving advice like “just be consistent” or “you need discipline.” Really? Wow. I would’ve NEVER thought of that. Thank you for your Nobel Prize winning wisdom. The truth is: I’m trying. Not perfectly. Not aesthetically. Just trying ...